Bummed and need to vent

UHG ...its all i can say right now! I am at 9 dpiui and i am just ready to scream!!! I have been testing and i know it WAY to early to find out if i am pregnant but we are just ready to know! If we are not this month its back to Clomid with IUI and i just wanted to get preg without clomid because i have lost both of my babies on clomid and i cant help thinking its from that! But my DH has been very understanding of all my testing he went out and bought tests twice this week without a peep LOL! I think he is sick of the wait too...But i want to send prayers to everyone with ttcing or whatever it might be God is GOOD!! (even though i dont like the plan he has giving me and my DH so far...) God bless u all and Baby dust to you :)

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SoMuchHoping
SoMuchHoping

I hear you. I find that I get very hopeful in the days leading up to ovulation and during ovulation. And then the 2WW is agonizing. B/c there\'s nothing more I can do except hope and take care of myself. I had symptoms this past month that I\'ve ONLY had the two times I was pregnant. I was so sure I was pregnant. But it turns out I was not. I am almost more willing to accept the explanation that I was pregnant but it was a very early miscarriage...only b/c I feel I know my body so well and was \"so sure\".
I also know the whole thing about buying ten million tests at the store :) Your husband sounds like mine. Very obliging and understanding. The waiting is very very hard. Sending good thoughts and hopes to you. Your photo--you look like such a loving couple. I wish the very best for you this month!
mrsfrog31
mrsfrog31

I had that same problem this month!! I felt SO pregnant! I was taking 2 tests a day i just knew i was! Uhg! An here i am with cramps an grumpy lol! I hope you are well!