Bummed Out...

I wasn't sure if I should write or not. I have stomach pain, I have severe back pain, my knee still is sore, and they just found a lime-sized solid mass in my left kidney. That may be causing my back pain. They want me to act on it immediately and found a doctor that is 2 hrs away. She said no one would take my insurance,,,which i think it is a bunch of BULL!
Monday am I will be calling doctors in the same place my other doctor is in. Pray for me...I'm at a loss. I am up and down the same 10 lbs. My mood is in the toilet. I can't stand all testing. I am not a cry baby but they should try to atleast make you comforable.
To anyone who reads this,, i am sorry to bum you out. I just needed to vent and maybe some tears.