bummer

feel bummed out don't know if it is my depression kicking in or just pure exhaustion. i get the kids all of the time now and it isn't that i don't want to see them just not as much. they rather come down and stay with me than be upstairs. their parents have been fighting and the kids are asleep but i think they sense that something is going on. i talked to steve (son-in-law) and he has told me that my daughter is drinking and doing drugs. no place for my grands to be around. i wish he could get them and let me watch them for him. my daughter needs to get her act together.
my older daughter kjera has worked hard for everything and she has crap dumped in her lap all of the time but she is a good mom and attends school full time. i know that i should not judge between the two but kjera beats necole by a long shot.
i guess tonight is for rambling...sorry..hugs...susan