Bullys

I am just so sick and tired, I almost can't take it anymore. People even in and around my age can be such bullies and they can be so cruel and yes it is on purpose too... The verbal abuse I can not tolerate any longer and in yet their words freeze me.. I am so angry I want to lash out and at the same time to do the proper thing exhausts me. I just do not know what to do. My biggest support system, my confident, my one true person I could tell anything to she is no longer with me. I am out here for the first time alone in that essence. No one should judge another on anything.....