BRUTILY HONEST

 
HI JOURNAL,
SIT DOWN AND WRITE WHAT YOU THINK
 AND THINK NOT WHAT I WRITE.
 
A SELF PEP TALK AND REMINDER.
AS THINGS STAND RIGHT  NOW,
THERE IS NO CURE FOR PARKINSON'S CONDITION.
 
SO BEING BRUTILY HONEST WITH MYSELF,
THIS IMPOSTOR WILL GET ME IN THE END.
 
WELL THAT'S AS  MAYBE AND NOT YET.
NOT YET, WHILE I MAINTAIN MY PRESENT MINDSET.
NEGETIVITY WILL NOT BRING ME THROUGH,
I CAN NOT ALLOW MYSELF,
ANY NEGATIVE OR  DEFEATIST  TALK.  
I HAVE NO TIME FOR NEGATIVITY OR DEFEATIST TALK.
 
I AM LOVING LIFE, HAVING FUN, 
 ENJOYING MY ACTIVITIES AND PERSUITS, 
I PARTICIPATE AND CONTRIBUTE.
LIKE MANY OF MY PEERS,
I VOLUNTEER MYSELF FOR RESEARCH,
AS WELL AS BEING A STUDY SUBJECT,
FOR UNIVERSITY OCCUPATIONAL HEALTH STUDENTS.
 
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I OVER  DO THINGS,
I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF ,
 I'M NOT A 28 YEAR OLD,
 I'M 58 AND TRAVELING WITH PARKINSON'S CONDITION.
 
WE DO NOT GIVE IN, WE JUST MANAGE BETTER AND GET ON WITH  IT,
MAINTAINING A WINNING POSITION.
THIS IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE,
IT'S ABOUT ATITUDE, ATTITUDE AND ATTITUDE.
MY ATTITUDE. 
 
..