Bruce visited me last night

Last night I had the strangest dream. It was eery yet it was beautiful at the same time. A few times over the last year and a half I have had dreams of Bruce. Mostly in the begining, I had had a couple of dreams where he would come home. Just walk in the door as if nothing had happened. I would have to tell him that he had died and that he had to go to heaven. I wasnt scared in my dreams just matter of fact. He seemed confused so I had to remind him that the chest pains he was having had been a heart attack and that he belonged in heaven now. He accepted what I was saying and just walked out the door. Well last nights dream was different. Last nights dream was just as real as the others but a little too real. Bruce and I were lying in bed and I had my head on his chest. Just laying there talking like we had done many times before.But we were talking about his death. He was asking me about the wake and asked if a lot of people were there and I told him how there were so many people there. Many friends old and new,relatives co-workers,there were friends that had told me they hadnt seen him since high school but always thought of him over the years. I told him it was a great memorial for him and so many kind words were said. I told him that I had had him cremated and that we spread his ashes at all his favorite places. I told him that I even brought some to Cape Breton N.S. I was so proud of that because we had discussed that when he was alive and he said he wouldnt expect me to take the 14hr drive to do that. Well I told him I did and he was  so happy. He couldnt believe I had done that for him. I told him my brother brought some to Fenway Park and That his best friend Rob brought some to the Rush concert they had tickets for. He was so happy. And I was too,it was so warm and comfortable laying there in his arms again. He had tears in his eyes,overcome by the joy of all I had done to keep his memory. And I felt so much joy doing it for him. It was so real. I looked out of our bedroom window and his old roommate Eric was there and I asked him if he wanted to say Hi to Eric and he said no. And then I woke up. I was so confused,it was as if I as really talking to him. And I think he didnt want to say Hi to Eric because he was there to only see me. I really believe Bruce came to visit me last night and he is happy and he loves me and he loves that I love him.