Broken Heart

This week I found romantic Facebook messages between my husband and a friend of ours that he works with.  Of course I am going to divorce him because I no longer trust him.  He is oh so sorry, but really, he is sorry he got caught.  I am sure it would still be going on had I not stumbled on to the messages...who knows maybe they are anyway.  The girl had a fake Facebook account she used to correspond with him because her husband had already busted her out a couple of months ago.  I am a very faithful person.  I have never cheated on anyone and I have never been tempted to cheat on anyone.  I don't deserve this.  My Raynauds was already bad but now it is just awful.  My fingers are infected and hurt so bad.  I am sad because I know the road ahead of me is going to be filled with pain.  I will get through it though.  It can't rain forever!