Broken again
(I also posted this in the break up section)
yesterday I did everything short of begging him to stay in something that has never been defined. He says he is slow to commit and if he is taking too long the I can move one because he is not ready and don't know if he will ever be. its been 6 months and we are nowhere, I have never met his friends or parent, yet he has met mine. he openly flirts on social media and even posted a picture with some girl hr knows. I know youreadinglike she must be crazy and I think you are right because I Love him, I wish I didn't because it would be easy. but I know he doesn't give a damn about me and yet I cant seem to let go. he said we will play things by ear when I messaged him again he just ignored it ( my messenger lets you know when a person sees your message) my heart hurts bad being at work today is a struggle,cryingin the bathroom and praying nobody sees it in your face. I should have just let it go when I first saw signs that this would happen, but I held on thinking if I just showed him how good I could be, how loyal how caring, if I could just show him.......maybe things would change... they didn't and I'm hurt again. they say you cant heal you heart by keep placing it in the hands of the one who broke it, but I cant help it because I love him. I wish things could/would work out. I've been praying I just don't know what to do just wish it didn't hurt so bad
yesterday I did everything short of begging him to stay in something that has never been defined. He says he is slow to commit and if he is taking too long the I can move one because he is not ready and don't know if he will ever be. its been 6 months and we are nowhere, I have never met his friends or parent, yet he has met mine. he openly flirts on social media and even posted a picture with some girl hr knows. I know youreadinglike she must be crazy and I think you are right because I Love him, I wish I didn't because it would be easy. but I know he doesn't give a damn about me and yet I cant seem to let go. he said we will play things by ear when I messaged him again he just ignored it ( my messenger lets you know when a person sees your message) my heart hurts bad being at work today is a struggle,cryingin the bathroom and praying nobody sees it in your face. I should have just let it go when I first saw signs that this would happen, but I held on thinking if I just showed him how good I could be, how loyal how caring, if I could just show him.......maybe things would change... they didn't and I'm hurt again. they say you cant heal you heart by keep placing it in the hands of the one who broke it, but I cant help it because I love him. I wish things could/would work out. I've been praying I just don't know what to do just wish it didn't hurt so bad
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I\'m sorry you\'re in such pain. The pain of unrequited love. For a while I was praying fervently that my marriage would work out. Then someone pointed out that my efforts were in vain because prayer would only help if it was God\'s will. Apparently God has other plans for me. While you are in pain now, it seems God has something in better in store for you too. In the meantime focus on what you\'ve learned from this experience. You can\'t make someone see your worth. They either value you or they don\'t. Next time when you see the signs you will run in the opposite direction.