Broken

Heard this song on my way home today and it just sums up my feelings this week...
"I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating,
In the pain there is healing,
In your name I find meaning,
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on"
~Lifehouse
On another note, it was so difficult for me to sit in church on Easter and be joyful when all I wanted to do was cry my eyes out!  However, Father C. gave a good homily.  Interestingly enough, he somehow mentioned Chinese characters.  Apparently, in Chinese the word "crisis" is made up of two characters- one representing "danger" and the other representing "opportunity."  Whether this is true or not, I choose to believe that in time of crisis, an opportunity may arise.  So although I sit here depressed with a massive headache and AF wreaking havoc on my body, I'll try to have hope for the future.
We're looking into adopting a dog.  DH has wanted one for a while and I was always hesitant until spending some time with a friend's pup this weekend.  So we shall see what happens.  That's all for now.