broken

cant write much i need to get home but wanted to say hi and give update on lastest events. we were planning a trip to louisiana march 26 to see my mom. she called me and sounded bad. i then called her neighber to go check on her. she was taken to hospital for chest pains. the dorks gave her a seditive and said it was nothing and sent her home. she stayed with her neighbor. when i called this morning they could not wake her up. finally she opened her eys but could not move or speak. they took her back to hospital and said she had had a massive stroke. still have not heard anything else. i am so scared. my heart is breaking in a million pieces. it will be 2 years ago that my adopted mom passed away. i cant take much more. with the separation of my daughter and my son in law and he is being so mean, and all the other stresses in my life i am hanging on by a thread. just when i feel things are going to be ok they arent. i do believe in prayer and that God can heal but lately wonder where he is and why he seems so distant. i feel he is not listening to me. maybe if ya all pray he will listen. i am just not ready for another loss.
hope all my friends are having a good day and know that i care about you all.