Bringing in the good MOJO

Today is the day for my CD3 scan and for my second IUI and I will also be starting my 100mg of Chlomid today.  The doctor said my body responded well with the Chlomid and that they are giving me the same dose this second time around.  I've been really negative lately and I have tried this whole week to get those negative Nelly feelings out and to get ready for this second cycle.  I don't want to go into this with any bad mojo because I truly do that it has an effect on my body and my trying to get preggo.
I have somewhat generalized anxiety so I have now been meditating at least 20 to 30 minutes a day for two weeks.  It's really been helping and it's kind of like giving myself a hug. Taking time to nuture my self and put my body and mind to rest has really made me feel a lot better about his whole journey. I want to be excited for round 2 but it's a scary place because I feel like that will leave my heart open to get hurt again if it doesn't work. Funny that that's the way I protect myself emotionally.
I have made some good connections on this site and we are in this together. I can't wait until we can all message each other that we are finally pregnant.  I may get down at times, but I will never give up hope.