Breathe By Breathe

God, I have faith in you and I know you are with me but this test you have given me feels greater than I can handle. I know it isn't though but I don't recognize myself in the mirror.  Bikram yoga is my new thing for the same reason I'm obsessed with showers, because it disguises the tears.  I have faith in you Lord and I know I will get through this I'm just trying to figure out when.  Until it passes I will live breathe by breathe. ::inhale::::exhale::