Brad is sober again and gone to work-6/4/2008

I am venting again and I must do it because seattle is getting all these well meaning people.A person can be well meaning but they make a situation worse.This was the case between me and Brad and we I almost ended up in a womens shelter.If you are returning to work and havent worked in 20-30 years,this is 2008 and things are different.And if you do not know what is going on and if you do not watch tv,read, read the papers and such,I would like to transfer you to an island.I hate ignorant people and you are telling me that the events of the past 20 years do not matter.Lady-please get a life and remember this-The average age for a widow not is 50 and she does not know what to do.He did everything and she is like out in limbo.You must learn to do things yourself and stop putting other people ahead of you.I do not take care of anyone because why? I cannot afford it.Also,I live in seattle and we have got many options here.We have got goverment agencies,low cost therapy,suport groups and such.If you do not know of these options.go to the library.Read.Please learn of them do not come to me because I will not help anyone at this time or give advice.I also do not drive,I take Metro.I do not go to malls and such at this time,I cannot afford clothes.I do not go to malls at my age.I am 60 years old.I do not like thepeople who are going to the  malls here and some of them are dangerous.The last time Brad and me were there we noticed a great deal of senior people who were hanging out at the food court.Why? A mall is not to be a place to hang out.It is for shopping and that is it.All of my friends have gone to.But this is what happens in life.People move.People change.And I am sorry to say--people do not keep in touch.I have outgrown all of my childhood friends and when I can..I am dropping my friend Sandi.Sandi and I have got nothing in common and at 60,I cannot take this.If you are into this alternativemedicine,vitamins and such..please do not try to convert me.I do not believe in vitamins because they are dangerous and they do not work.Ialso do not believe in this exercise nonsense.Vitamins and such do not extend a persons life and they can hurt.This is what the scientist here said.They studied for 5 years and I believe them.So please,no working out,joggging or such because I will drop you.Joggers have been attacked and it is not safe anymore.Lets get real.All of us will never be like Brad Pitt so lets quit trying.