BRATS
I JUSTDON'T GET IT (LIKE I EVER UNDERSTAND ANYTHING) I TOOK MY GRANDSON OVER TO MY MOTHERS TODAY FOR A ONE LITTLE BOY HUNT. MY SISTERS FAMILY WAS GONE ON VACATION. WHEN WE WENT IN MY GRANDSON PLAYED WITH ONE OF THOSE TOYS THAT YOU DOODLE ON AND THEN ERASE IT...MY MOTHER WENT BALISTIC SAYING THAT THEY WERE ABBY AND GAGES PRECIOUS TOY AND SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ERASED, THEN LATER AFTER THE HUNT, KENNY PICKED UP SOME LEGOS AND SHE STARTED INTO IT AGAIN, KENNY TURNED TO SEE WHAT HER PROBLEM WAS AND AGAIN SHE PUT THE STUPID TOY OVER THE HAPPINESS OF A CHILD. I WONDER WHAT THESE BRATS WILL DO WHEN THEY GET OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD AND HAVE TO LEAVE THEIR "BUBBLE" TO WORK, I WONDER IF THEY WILL LIKE LEARNING WHAT A BOSS IS INSTEAD OF SOMEONE THAT HAS ALWAYS PROTECTED THEM. THEN SHE STARTS IN ON THE PHONE COST THAT MY DAD PAYS FOR ME TO HAVE A PHONE.( WHICH HE WANTED ME TO HAVE, I DIDN'T WANT ONE)..BUT ALSO GOES ON ABOUT HOW THEY HAVE PHONES AND PAY FOR MY SISTER AND BROTHER -N-LAW S TOO. SO AGAIN NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH TO ENJOY WHAT THEY JUST CONSIDER A NORMAL EVERY DAY THING. SO I AM GOING TO DISCONNECT IT AND THEN THEY WILL HAVE TO COME OVER WHICH THEY WON'T. LETS THROW ANOTHER LOG ON THE FIRE...MY GRANDMOTHERS HOUSE SITS EMPTY AND I ----- BETTER SJUT UP...NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE LOADED AND WATCH ME AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BARRELL WANTING TO DIE. JUST GOING ON WITH THEIR PERFECT LIVES... I WONDER IF THEY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO GO HUNGRY AND TURN YOU HEAT DOWN SO BAD THAT ALL YOU DO IS FREEZE. I GUESS THAT I AM JUST FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, BUT THAT DOESN'T KEEP ME FROM THINKING ABOUT A ROAD THAT I WENT DOWN IN MAY 2000. YUP I HAVE FIGHTED TRYING TO KILL MYSELF FOR EIGHT YEARS NOW SINCE I KNOW HOW EASY IT IS. THE NEXT TIME IF IT COMES TO THAT , I JUST WON'T CALL ANYONE.....WHO WOULD CARE ANYWAY....
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