boring day

today nothing of note really happened. I ended up staying up late last night and slept until 2 pm. I had some breakfast and talked on the phone to my friend Courtney for a while. I'm losing track of dates and time since I'm not working. I don't even know what day it was today until I saw Thursday Night College Football. It wasn't any game I wanted to watch so I ignored it. We went out to Wing Stop for dinner since I forgot to take out chicken. We have to go to the store tomorrow.. we have almost no food in the house. I don't have a lot of money for groceries, but I can use the little I do have for them. I don't get paid until Monday, and even then it's going to be hard. I have to pay $75 for my shot, $40 for therapy, $475 in rent, $50 on my pills... the list goes on and on. Not even counting Christmas presents. I might get my mom a gift card to Publix so she can get some groceries. Geo is covering his family and I''m getting mine. I don't normally do gifts for my family, so it's not that big of a deal. I just need to go the bank and take out my savings. I'm spending it because it's there. If it's not there and in a hard place to get to, I'm not likely to spend it. I need to learn to live within my means again. I'm not looking forward to it, but I have to do it. I'm spending too much as it is. We spent all our food stamps as well. It's just been an expensive month.