Bored at work.
So this would usually be when I would go searching and try to find something to occupy my time, but I'm tired of hurting my husband, my family and my marriage so I gotta get back into coming on here when I feel like this. I had a set back, but it wasn't a big one, though it could very well have been. I need to find strength in myself somehow. I think that will be the only way I can get through this. My husband has been wonderful and by my side the whole time, he deserves me to get better. So does my son, especially my son. He needs a strong mommy. I think I can be that mommy/wife/person. Just gonna take some time I guess.