Booooo

Blah blah wah wah wah. I am desperately trying to figure out how to advance and progress myself in so many ways and forms that I am even capable or possibly of doing and achieving. I am completely and entirely powerless and incapable of doing or making any drastic or dramatic choices or decisions whatsoever. I got myself wrapped up in some financial BS over a year ago and my wife has seized my debit card and the use of it whatsoever. It's very difficult and challenging for me to even accept and absorb the entire fact that I cannot manage my own finances. It's a continuous reiteration of my own in capabilities. I am powerless and incapable.