Bored
I have been stuck home for 2 weeks after being in the hospital for 10 days with pcp pneumonia and finding out about my HIV diagnosis. UGH! I have rarely been sick in my life and always extremely active, so am incredibly bored being home for this long. I am a full time student (yes, a 37 year old student...I started late :)) and normally work at the college, but since I was sick, I had to drop the semester and take off work until I can go back to school (hopefully in January).
Being stuck home just gives me more time to dwell on everything and wonder if I am going to get sick and die. I know after a period of time I will adjust and realize everything will be ok, I just wish it would hurry up and come already!
Being stuck home just gives me more time to dwell on everything and wonder if I am going to get sick and die. I know after a period of time I will adjust and realize everything will be ok, I just wish it would hurry up and come already!
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I hope it does for you, most do adjust, i just got hit hard with a psychopath who made sure he had high viral loads and thru minimal risk (oral), i got sick quick, brain tumor 3 years out and am very scared and the fatigue and headaches are horrible. The drs here are terrible cause i live in rual mass and they just assume everything is worry or anxiety and delayed my diagnosis.
added u as friend ok