bmck's sister and mother died

let's see if ds loses this.  i have had to post everything multiple times or it gets lost and ds only works in mozilla for over a month now. 
the weirdness of july is continuing.  more death.  one of my housemates from college', sister died and so did his mother.  now i have to recover from discovering this.  that seems to be the pattern with me.  its like a punch in the gut and then a couple of weeks later i'm okay ... it makes you remember things as well - lots of them.  the sister that died was a harry krishna in the 80's.  it worked for her because she partied too much without it and got her away from all things and all people etc.   all of that is very complicated because she was bullied by her younger sister (that includes being poisoned on a regular basis - why is poisoning so common?) her sister was only 18 months younger.  they were a HUGE family and allll the siblings were generally 18 months apart unless his mother was ill or had a miscarriage. 
bmck was the bully of the three boys, (hard to believe because b wasn't a bully at all, by the time i knew him) and he was the younger brother of jmck and b used to bully jmck in deadly ways, bringing in things that he knew would cause jmck an asthma attack because b couldn't comprehend that the asthma as well as apnea, were real.  he didn't know what this was until after his 20's and bmck became an alcoholic and had medical troubles that lead to not being able to breath...so then b knew and wanted to be friends and his brother told him to fuck off.  understandably. 
even though b and his evil sister cln, were the younger siblings, they were both about the same size as their older and nicer siblings.  if his sister cln, tried to come to our house/b's HOUSE to visit, and cln was caught in the kitchen, b would literally throw out EVERYTHING in the refrigerator, or anything opened, because he knew that cln was huge with poisoning anything left "sitting around" even if it was inside a refrigerator (she is really weird). 
when b's father died everyone blamed cln or suspected her.   when his mother got seriously ill in 2006 and cln wanted the mother to sign over her house to HER???!!! (cln had moved in there with her husband and kids ten years before that (the house is on 4 acres in an expensive county) everyone assumed cln was up to no good as always (since her teens).  she had learned to poison from one of b's girlfriends who used weed killer mixed with arsenic (both are tasteless and odorless and can be bought easily) to do this.  he says he wished he never knew the girlfriend at all because it caused total mayhem in his family permanently after that because of cln.  cln, the evil sister, went from merely rude and false accusing, to basically a killer. 
their parents sent cln away and that is where she met her husband at some mental place.  cln has 4 grown kids and it looks picture perfect, but of course, its not AT ALL.  when is anything as it appears.  
b's eldest two sisters got away from all of it by going to college out of state and never returning.  b went away to college but started drinking while there, and ended up returning to college again ten years later after he joined aa.  from jock to alcoholic.  amazing that happened.  his sister bni died and i know cln wanted her portion of the parents house.  no reason to want it, she just wanted it.  so right away the thought is, okay, did she do this.  seriously.  cln had also convinced bni's ex-husband to poison her with the same concoction by lying to him and saying the poison was a tranquilizer bni had been on as a child.  total lie.  better question, why didn't the husband check and see.  who the hell puts ANYTHING in anyone's food or drink.  so weird.  it amazes me how much damage one person can do and that is what it always was with their family because of his sister cln.  i said to b a zillion times and so did his older two sisters, why bother?  you only live once.  move to colorado or the canada border like your older sisters, why put up with this.  his brothers wouldn't even visit their mother at her house if cln was there - and she could easily find a way in.  and what about the mother, who is protecting her?  the best thing would have been for cln to be locked up somewhere permanently.           

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the rest is on shannon. you never hear even her name or its said with reverence. shannon was the baby of the family, 18 months younger than the youngest brother. shannon was in college her senior year of high school and they thought krt wasn\'t going after her because shannon was much younger and krt was away by then. wrong. krt used the youngest brother who shannon was close to as a kid and the oldest brother to go after her FOR her. she says all she did was give them ideas. the \"ideas\" was sexual abuse. no one knows how long that went on for. they found pictures. from what i understand, she was raped by the youngest brother just after her senior year in high school. bni who was one of her babysitters growing up was already a harry krishna, so hard to reach. somehow shannon got there and joined the harry krishna\'s as well. that is how she left it all.

when bni left the krishnas around 2001, shannon was sent to go get her. first bni stayed with the sister on the canada border and then she stayed at b\'s, who\'s house was next door to his mother\'s house. no one thought this was a good idea, not because of b [his eldest brother assures people of this, even with admiration, b is normal, (even though jmck isn\'t, obviously and for whatever reason) -- they thought it was a bad idea because krt is there.

when shannon showed up the older brother actually thought she would visit or at least want to \"see\" the youngest brother. everyone who knew the situation was floored that he even thought or suggested this. how could he STILL not comprehend how screwed up all that crap is, fifteen years later? wth?

shannon had ONE day to talk to bni and then had to return to pennsylvania where the harry krishnas are. bni, didn\'t go back. she told b she wasn\'t worried about the children. two are her\'s with two other guy\'s before being married and 3 are with her husband from harry krishna\'s. the husband raises all of them and she claims the harry krishnas have a set up that everyone helps raise the kids, so they don\'t really need her.

shannon said she would never return to any of them and wished bni would return to them instead. she kind of laughed when b thought she may want to be there. he said he never knew the youngest ones in his family that well because of the age difference. he also used to say, if his parents had stopped having kids after the first five, it would have been better - the rest of the crap never would probably never have happened. bni would have been the youngest and krt wouldn\'t exist at all etc. that whole thing is tragic. he used to compare his early years to a christmas story when they are falling down the stairs to the presents christmas morning. it was like that at his house all the time, until they hit their teens. then it started changing and when he was a senior and brought home that weird girl, some fat blonde who taught krt to use poison - krt was around 13 at the time. it all changed permanently and never recovered. he said if he could convince his mother to move, he would have sold both houses and moved with his mother to the canada border near his other sister (even though he would prefer colorado, but he knew his mother wouldn\'t move that far away).
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the other wackiness with that is those dark girls nancI and her friend r, showed up at b\'s house when we were all living there during college. he said those two stalker girls, KNEW the fat blonde who had showed krt how to poison people. what is even weirder with those stalker girls is when i was visiting in 2001, nancI actually called b\'s house. we have never figured out how they would have known i was there. we weren\'t on tv and when they showed up in the 90\'s they claimed to have seen us on tv. sooooo strange. its like don\'t you know that stalking is a 6 year felony. how did you even get this address?

he thinks krt is the leak with that as well, but from where? none of us associate with krt. totally creepy. then krt says, they just wanted to see if its the same person. then frank says to me, not only to b not give him notice about moving - he had been renting there for about six years - but that those weirdos had shown up before harassing frank\'s girlfriend and people from dance. wth? and why. i never had a clue they were stalking. and then krt says, you wouldn\'t know if they are using poison on you. and i was like, and for what, i don\'t know those girls. and then she gets freaky and she says, they don\'t know most of the people they go after, meaning she and them? totally not safe being there. bni should have left and then it becomes why should everyone decent have to leave because the weirdos are there.

what\'s really ironic, is the weirdos who try to do alumni shit with their school etc., when they do, no one shows up and they are always perplexed that no one shows up. hmmmm. when everyone was young, if they were having anything, then alll the normal people (which was a good two-thirds or more of the school would simply have a different thing AFTER their\'s that everyone who wanted to would show up at). then they would start their crap, that they never realized how much they ruined things for other people...hmmmm, ten and twenty years after you are out of school and you are still stalking and poisoning and stealing from people, you don\'t see a problem with that? i know with me, they turn up at any address they can find. as sick as that is. even if its thousands of miles out of state. b says krt doesn\'t go that far, he doesn\'t think, but he isn\'t sure. the cop that was covering up what they did, who they went to school with, someone locked in the trunk of a car when he showed up to aid with the mayhem out of county but still in uniform - which is illegal. amazing he didn\'t die from that. even with that one, i never knew how bad he was until he was still showing up to get them out of things in the 90\'s and 2001. weirdos. with that its generational because his father was also a corrupt cop and it was KNOWN that he was a corrupt cop. why doesn\'t that kind of thing get fixed. its like half the force or the county will know. they talk about it, but nothing is done about it. he gets on the phone and he\'s like aren\'t you going to visit here? and i\'m like, why would i, i have no idea who you are. still don\'t. lol. i said it to bni and she said it was krt doing this, she has all this time on her hands because she doesn\'t work, so she makes mayhem instead. eww.
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realized something else with that. when that guy bobw, the former cop showed up he had shown up when the elizabeth pedophile blocks (of houses) were being busted in 96 or 97 bobw was there in plain clothes then lied and said he was part of the investigation and wanted to help. he wasn\'t. he was a customer at those houses. disgusting. the people from that town get more and more disgusting...peel the onion and it reeks kind of thing. he had been busted for the same thing when he was 13 years old, as had nancI and there he is a zillion years later and if anything that much worse. can\'t believe this scum is still alive. and still alive now as well. then he shows up again in 2001. for what? scared that people are busting again? wish it had. it has to be the only reason he and nancI would be around, but the bigger question is how would either of them know i was visiting? they live about 45 minutes south of b\'s house. it makes no sense. very creepy.
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back to b\'s. krt looked different than all the other kids. she is the height of the boys and bigger boned. either an affair or a rape baby as back when she was born, dna evidence didn\'t exist, the marriage laws read the children during the marriage become the \"property\" of the parents. totally different than now. b used to say krt wasn\'t his father\'s kid but i never asked about the rest of it. the same thing happened in my step father\'s family, his \"father\'s\" brother (half brother) was the result of his father\'s mother being raped. the man was a tiny little guy with some kind of mental problem, who in his youth was a tight end playing football on his high school team. i would guess he was bipolar. he used to terrorize and physically attack children. even knowing this, his mother had an on and off again affair with him from the age of 14 until her 30\'s KNOWING how he treated her own kids. sick.

bobW said the cops tell each other and he is not the only cop who is a pedophile \"like this\" and that is how one of my ex\'s family got away with being mafia and worse, from corrupt government (no shit) and they all tell each other who to contact to make sure files on any of them don\'t exist. disgusting, over there its complicated because the property bmck has sits on the edge of 3 towns.

when shannon visited she loved the ballroom stuff - she and bni -- and b was thinking maybe they would come back to civilization his way. instead, he comes home one night and we were all dancing in his living room rrank, bni, shannon, me and doing that pray thing with our hands and jumping around to music saying hare krishna, hare krishna, hare krishna. lol. sooooo fun. b is like oh no! lol. they have a color festival that i know b has gone to. they look for recruits and possible guru\'s if the person seems wise or has leadership qualities. frank and his therapy group along with his on and off girlfriend went to pennsylvania to meetings and 17 people joined. whatever is right for them really. who says ordinary civilization is right. b turned red when he found out. he blames krt for allll of it but since krt was \"special ed\" and the girl she brought to the house was as well, she would have learned how to be a criminal with all the poisoning and shit no matter what. he not dating the fat blond wouldn\'t have stopped it.
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so they are showing up because they are afraid of being exposed. it also means they are still doing this and he is a \"mayor\" now. omg!
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