blue day
Starting to feel the holiday blues again. Same as last year. Didn't have a woman to share it with. It must be more than that though. My kids are in town and I have friends that come over all the time. I am hoping that writing will help me figure out whats going on. I got sad when I didn't have money to go shopping for gifts this weekend. I am making good money, but I paid a year of back taxes, my mtge, and a few small bills that were due. And I still have money I should collect tomorrow from work done.
I don't know. Maybe I am just tired. That is enough to put me in a funk sometimes.I gave a girl friend a hug tonight. It felt good. Made me feel alone at the same time. Lately I be kind of down on myself. Most all of my friends have someone to hold. I guess i just haven't gotten the attention I am used to.
Maybe it is just being off this weekend after working 15 days straight. Too much time to think.
I guess I am going to call someone and invite them over.
Merry Christmas you guys!
I don't know. Maybe I am just tired. That is enough to put me in a funk sometimes.I gave a girl friend a hug tonight. It felt good. Made me feel alone at the same time. Lately I be kind of down on myself. Most all of my friends have someone to hold. I guess i just haven't gotten the attention I am used to.
Maybe it is just being off this weekend after working 15 days straight. Too much time to think.
I guess I am going to call someone and invite them over.
Merry Christmas you guys!
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I\'m sorry things are tough for you. A lot of people have the holiday blues. Truthfully, I do too, but you\'d never know it by all the decorations, cookies, and gifts around here. I have little nieces and nephews in the family so I try to get in the spirit for them, because I remember how much I loved Christmas as a kid, and I want them to feel that same kind of wonder and excitement.
I hope you\'ll cheer up a bit. I wish you lived nearby, I\'d invite you over and wouldn\'t let you leave until you were singing Christmas tunes!
You\'re not alone. There are a lot of us who\'s lives you have touched in a really wonderful and positive way. I am grateful to have you in my life.
Love and peace to you this holiday season.
Hope you\'re feeling better sweetie.... I thought you might be heading my way :0(
Spend time with your friends and your kids and get out of that funk, okie dokie? I know you will... you don\'t stay down for long. Let me see that smile....... cause you are mahhhhhhhhhhhhvelous and I love you!!!
I Hope you are doing better I miss you, wish I could keep you company, but I would just make you feel worse just like I do here at home, or maybe not sometimes I think your the only one who gets me and we would be like peas and carrots :) lol, much love Boog .