Blind Sided

I have been trying to stay focused on Christ and my goals. I have been starting some new classes and have had some wonderful experiences. I am blind sided by the reality of truth that surrounds my situation.I have surrendered my life to God and have let go of any direction that I feel my life should take. Suddenly I feel that God is moving much quicker than I am....lol.....It is time for me to get to work on my spiritual existance which is in direct purportion to my ability to help others. I have many gifts that I am not sharing as I should. I have the advantage of being undiscovered which allows me to work at my own pace. I have not learned enough to be confident but know in my heart it is only an excuse. I need to let go of who I think I am and what I think I am capable of and let God do with me as He wills.In a few weeks I should be starting my men's ministry class. This will help me stay focused on the word, leadership and staying accountible. I am rewriting one of my songs to fit a paper I am preparing for class. The title will be "God's Talking To You." The song appears on my MySpace page as "I'm Talking To You." I will change the verses and only a couple of words in the chorus. After I get the verses written I will record the new vocal parts to replace the old ones. It is in the writing where the real work and devotion comes in through a lot of biblical research. God speaks to many people in many ways through out the bible. My main focus will be on the New Testament. The song could be considered a confrontational evagelistic style of writting.