Blessed and lost all at once
I finally went full time at work, its been good I have quit the night job couldn't handle having someone else take care of Angelica all day and night.. My soon to be ex has finally gotten a job had no choice with unemployment running out.. he does nothing and i mean nothing for Angelica... Now I am struggling to find a daycare for her and I hate it.. everywhere wants $217 a week and with my check I hardly make $480 a week... I just feel so completely alone I am doing everything myself.. My Mother was watching the baby but my Mother in law has come to visit and has been staying with me because Matt still lives with me.. she's been watching my daughter during the day.. its been tough because i want to be with Angelica all the time...
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I\'m so sorry you are going through all this toughness alone with the divorce and basically being a single mommy. I do know how much daycare sucks. We have 2, and so I scrambled like mad trying to scrape up a schedule where the girls could go to family each day of the week instead of paying for daycare. I miss being with them every day. I\'m late for work almost every day now because I just can\'t tear myself away from them any second earlier than i have to. Hoping you get some care and help lined up really soon.