Bleh, Poem: Pain

The room spins, Where do I begin.So much pain, all over again.Swallow the pills, Feeling ill.Try to numb the pain, Before I am cutting again.Just want to hide, curl up and die.Want to escape, There is no mistake.That I have not made, it drives me insane.Want to drive off a cliff, away from my pain.The fall would scare most..Ill make toastTo all of the pain, That will no longer remain.When I splatter my brain, The ending I crave. -Thinks I used the word pain too much- WTF ever its a stupid poem...Done in 5 mins. 2 Im so fucked tonight...