Bleh...blah...meh....

"To see what is in front of one's nose needs a constant struggle." – George OrwellI am in a blah mood and I will try to keep this short. Husband went out of town so I have been holding down the fort here. All seems well. I have been eating ok, drinking plenty of liquids and getting lots of exercise. With all that said I am feeling rather crummy. I end up lying around all day knowing I have things to do and yet have no energy or desire what so ever to do them. I ache, my head hurts and I am dizzy thus…anxiety?Annoying it is. It seems worse in the summer. Perhaps because Husband is off in the summer I think that is what is causing it. It’s nothing against him it’s just I want him to have a pleasant yet productive vacation so I always plan what I want to do around the things he wishes to do with me despite the fact when he says “it’s ok go study” I still feel guilty. Must change that. My sleep schedule is soooo messed up. That could be why I am blah. I have the next module done for school and the paper all written up but I have yet to turn it in and take my test. I just don’t feel like it. I hope tomorrow is better… ~Bright Blessings~Rea