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had to self medicate again today with my "beans" (percs.).almost dont even care about it anymore cuz it gets me thru the day.I dont use them when i am feeling fine but when there is instant relief,how can you blame me.Sounds like the problems with alcohol,instant relief.i havent drank anything in quite sometime but i am not entirely clean if you know what i mean.I need for my regular meds to work so i can stop this silly self med shit and get back on track to living life.I dont feel alive today......I feel.......
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Honey!!!! I have that John Lennon song on myi-pod \"Whatever gets you through the night.... it\'s alright...it\'s alright...
I\'m right with you for I had no reason to binge I just was weaker than normal.No one will blame you for wanting to feel here and alive! spring is on the rise..It\'s been a real LONG winter
thanks for the comment hun.it means alot to me : )
...it\'s been a long LIFE for some of us..hehehe
Gotta do what you gotta do. Nobody knows that but you.
Meds sux gurl, you need Jesus medicine!!!