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WHY WONT I LET MYSELF FORGET ABOUT YOU YOU STUPID ASSHOLE I JUST DONT GET IT WHY CANT I JUST FORGET ABOPUT YOU ...I FUCKEN HATE YOU SOOO MUCH BECAUSE YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME AND YOU KNOW THAT IT HURTS LIKE CRAZY ... YOU DONT UNDERWSTAND HOW I CANT JUST GET OVER YOU LIIKE THAT WAY THAT YOU GOT OVEWR MEE WELL I FUCKEN HAVE YTO SAY I HOPE YOU DIEEE.... I DONT WANT TO SAY TAHT BUT FUCK EITHER YOU OR ME SOMETHING SO THAT I NEVER HAVE TO FEEEL LIKE THIS ANY MORE ... I THINK EVRYDAY TAHT YOU ARE GOING TO COME AND SAVE ME BUT YOUR NOT ... YOU  JUST ARENT COMING YES I STILL LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AND HOPE AFTER 9 MONTHS BUT IT FUCKEN BLOWS XCUZ YOU HAVE YOUR NEW GIRL THAT YOU HAVE ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT I HAVE SOMEONE TOO BUECAUSE I STILL FICKEN LAOVE YU TAHTS WHY ITS NOT FAIR TO ME NOTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN IN THE PASAT IS FAIR YES MOST OF IT WAS MY FAULT BUT ITS NOT FAIRRRRRNOTHING IS FAIR WHY CANT I BE THE HAPPY ONE HWYYY... AM I JUST GOING TO SIT HERE ANDLVOE YOU FOR EVER AND AND JUST NEVER FIND WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR IS THAT WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME IM GOING TO BE ALL ALONE AND JUST THINKN THAT I AM EVER TO BE ALONE AND NEVRE FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME THAT IS JUST IT NO ONE WILL VER FUCKEN LOVEMEEE