blah blah blah
why does he tell me he wnats to be with me then doesnt why does he always change his mind like evryday ... what more can i possibly do? al i do is love him with all my heart ... blahablhalhalahbalhlahblah..... he is leaving me tonight all alone suck sooo bad ugh i dont wanna be all alone ...i hate beign alone ... he getst to go to a concert why i sit here all alone i dont want to be all alone ughh.. am i relly htat bad of a person ??? ... i want to change really i do especially for him ... he means soo much to me ... more than anything in te world and althought i talk alot of shit on him he really is a wonderful guy .... i really wish that during our relationship i didnt do all the things i did to mess it up ... but i did .... and now i lost the guy that took care of me and loved me ... i ruinin evryting that i touch ... ughblahhhh ... guess i will be okk .. sooner or later ... i just hope that he takes me back someday... but really i dont even want to be aorund me why would he... i eish i was like him and could get away from me too .. i just want to be able to be someone else sometimes some that he could love but i cant we always are ok for a couple days then ifreak otu and we are back to nothing again its a never ending battle .. iwill never be what he wants or anyhting ugh blah
Replies