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Well, for those who don't know, my son was having paranoid delusions and hallucinations due to the meds the pdoc Rx'd for ADHD (which I'm totally convinced he doesn't have).I'm pretty pissed about it, it put my side effects into perspective and I stopped complaining so much about mine. Today I feel hungover.  I can't walk straight, my head is completely fogged.  Everything seems really slow and hazy.  I had a whole lot of trouble sleeping last night.  So I'm either just sleep deprived or feeling the wrath of the next dosage of tegretol.  I guess we'll see tomorrow. I talked a lot yesterday, on the phone with all different people.  I was pretty hyper by the evening conversations.   I didn't feel manic, but I'm a really poor judge of that I guess. It's Friday, and I hope the weekend goes quick...my stepfather came home and he's been gone for so long, it's just an uncomfortable presence even.  I dunno...I'm too spacey to describe anything.  I think I'll go now...I'm out of it.