BLACK CLOUDS
ITS THIS PLACE, I REALLY BELIEVE ITS THIS APARTMENT, MY LUCK WAS BAD BEFORE BUT NOTHING LIKE THIS THIS. THERE SEEMS TO BE BLACK CLOUDS HANGING OVER ME, NOT GOING AWAY FOR NOTHING. I LOST 2 OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS BEHIND THE WALLS, SO BE IT THEN, GUESS THEY WERE NEVER FRIENDS TO BEGIN WITH, THE ONE I KNEW FOR 11 YEARS, THE OTHER 8 YEARS, THE ONE I TALKED ABOUT, HE TRIED TO CONECT WITH MY PRO-BONO, CALLED ME 6 TIMES, OH MY ACHING PHONE BILL ON THOSE MINUTE CALLS, FINALLY PICKED THE PHONE UP AND TOLD HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE, HE IS GETTING OUT IN JANUARY, HE WON'T REMEMBER ME ANY WAY, I SEE IT ALL THE TIME. THE OTHER ONE IS LIKE MY BABY BROTHER, I LOVE HIM TO DEATH, HE IS ON MY PAGE OVER ON MY SPACE, HE CAME UP WITH THIS CRAZY IDEA TO WRITE DOC'S AND TELL HIM HE FEARS FOR HIS LIFE BECAUSE HE IS "GAY", AH NO, I WANT NO PART OF THAT FOOLISHNESS AND I WROTE HIM THAT, CO'S GET WIND OF THAT THEY WILL LABEL HIM, AND IT MAY GET WORSE FOR HIM, HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND MY REASONING, SO HE WROTE ME BACK "F-U" TORE UP MY LETTER AND SAID TO NEVER WRITE HIM AGAIN, THAT HURTS, BUT I'LL LET HIM GO FOR NOW, CHRISTMAS ISN'T THAT FAR AWAY. WAITING FOR FREDDY TO CALL, HE WILL AS LONG AS HE CAN GET THROUGH THIS DARN GTL, I KNOW FREDDY, BUT THAT WILL NOT BE UNTILL AROUND 9:30PM. WENT TO THE FOOT DOCTOR TODAY BECAUSE MY REGULAR DOCTOR REFUSED TO GIVE ME A REFERAL I COULD NOT BE SEEN, NOW THIS HAS ME HEATED, HE GIVES ME REFERALS, BUT WHEN HE WANTS TO, I HAVE A NEW DOCTOR APPOINTMENT ON MONDAY, THIS OLD DOCTOR CAN KISS MY FAT BUT, HE CALLED OUT THE ARMY ON ME MAKING ME LOOK CRAZY, HE RETURNS CALLS AT OR AROUND MIDNIGHT, HE WOULDN'T SEE ME THE WEEK OF THE ACCIDENT, AND NOW TODAY, THIS GUY HAS NO ETHICS AS A DOCTOR IN MY BOOK. THEN MONEY IS SO SHORT, ALL CREDIT CARDS ZONKED, WANT TO FILE FOR BANKRUPSIE IF I CAN GET TO A ATTORNEY, THEY SAID IT COULD BE DONE FOR FREE, NO EXTRA NOTHING TILL JULY THE 3RD, BIG DEAL, PENNY SS CHECK,,,,,,,,,I'M NOT HAPPY............................... JUST ME !LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH....
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