Bittersweet

The weekend have been wonderful so far!!!!!! Took care of myself, went to the movies with the kids, went to the craft fair and haunted hayride and we had a really good time.  On the drive there we saw this beautiful homes and me and the kids were talking about the houses and how nice they were, it was a bittersweet moment,it reminded me that I need to create new dreams, my H and me used to talk about "our" dream home all the time and now "we" dont have a dream home anymore, is just my dream home and a future without him, just me and the kids.  Make me think about so many dreams and old conversations of things we were supposed to do together and now is just me.  I didnt let that take away from the fun but it was on my mind the whole day, kinda sucks having to rethink your future and dreams. 

Replies

deleted_user
deleted_user

i know how you feel. i don\'t even know at this point where to start with new dreams without him in it. but sooo glad you had a good time with your kids. i took mine to the state fair yesterday morning before there dad came and got them for his night. we had a blast.