Bitterness

Okay, so I need to vent.... Back when I had a MC in September, my sister (she is my half sister, but still my sister) told me she was pg. She told me less than a wk after my d&c and the day before I was at work. (Happy Birthday to me)... Anyways... She proceeded to tell me that she had two MCs before having her son. I caught her in a big fat lie about that one. Which is another topic in it's own. We've had hardly no contact throughout this entire pg, which is fine by me. I prefer it this way. I know it sounds harsh, but it's how I feel. She has managed to turn every phone conversation about herself. I've tried to talk to her like an adult, during the beginning of it all.Well, now her due date is coming to a near, & I was due April 24th, and Mothers day shortly after that. I'm having trouble trying to digest it all. I remind myself that when I finally push out a baby, I will be in a happier mental state, than she. She got knocked up with this pg by a random guy, and even blamed HIM for her getting pg. The whole situation has been a giant fuck you, and slap in the face. I will also add that, when my other sister was pg, that ended up in a MC and my now pg sister got pregnant right after her MC. I can't help, but to wonder if she is that insecure, & had to steal the spotlight. In both our cases. Blah! I think my vent is over. Sorry it was so long. I'm just aggravated.