Bitch is like Evil

I cant believe I didn't update my dailystrength journal earlier, its been two months since I last wrote. I also apologize to Vaughany for not adding you as a friend sooner, the reason being, I haven't logged into DS for quite some time. Things are going really well with me at the moment. Since my breakup I've moved out of my lodgings and have moved in with my new girlfriend, and her son. The contrast between my girlfriend and my ex is quite different, not that one should compare but its only natural, no longer will I have to put up with someone who is so self centred and lazy. What shocks me more than anything is the fact that I didn't meet this new person earlier, I know its early days, and I'm not trying to look at things with rose-tinted spectacles, but I genuinely believe that she could be the one for me. I'm still finding some days difficult as I tend to have really great weekends, followed by terrible weekdays. Sometimes I get really down if I think about the kids too much. It is of course compounded by the fact that work is still very much up and down at the moment, and money is quite tight. The weekend just gone has been one of mixed feelings. Me and my girlfriend waited for two hours to meet with my ex to pick up my daughters from the motorway services Friday afternoon/evening. I don't think my ex purposely arrived late as traffic was choc-a-bloc. I did receive two calls to my mobile phone, at first the ex was OK pleasant but business like. The second call some moments later was different. She was screaming at me about some web-site work I had done for her boss a year back. I told my ex-wife that her boss should have contacted me sooner as his web-hosting was about to expire. It was not my fault that he forgot about it. He had a years freaking notice. My ex said that he was a typical bloke and that he'd forgot about the e-mail I sent him a year ago. I told her that if he was really such a good manager that he should keep a diary with stuff like that in it. She didn't like me criticising him, and so eventually as per usual I hung up on her simply because I didn't like her tone, or the way in which things tend to escalate, shit she was two hours late, she had no right to bitch on at me, it was like Jekyll and Hyde. So once the ex arrives at the service stop I don't mention anything, let sleeping dogs or ex bitches lie as they say. So we take the kids home, and her boss phones me on my mobile, I'd only just walked through the door, complaining that his web-site is offline, and that if I don't restore it pronto, he will see his solicitors in the morning. I hung up on him too, like my ex, I didn't really like his tone, and I told him that I was busy and to contact me another time, now you have to bear in mind now that at this point I'm trying to put my kids to bed, and I only have one hand free, he could have thought I was trying to evade him, I know I would have thought they same, but I was busy with my children, I told him so, and I also told him that they come first. He was so rude, he jumped right down my throat as soon as I answered, so in return I was rude back. So by now I was pretty annoyed, firstly for my ex being so late, and so rude, and secondly for her giving him by cell phone number, and thirdly for her boss for phoning me and being unreasonable. It could have ruined my weekend, but I didn't let it. Yes my ex got it with both barrels, aimed squarely at her when I phoned her back Friday night, I even told her to pick up the f-ing kids from my f-ing house because I felt as though the weekend was ruined even before it began. It turns out that the hosting company had a backup so a few nice e-mails later and I gave my ex-wife's boss the web-site, and domain back in his name, I didn't like the fact that a year later he came crying like a bitch to me, if he wants to have it, so be it, just don't come crying to me when you mess up the code. She even tried to make some lame point when I dropped the kids back to her on Sunday. Getting her boyfriend to ask me if I wanted a hand with the bags, was perhaps her way of trying to intimidate me, or to tell me subtly that I had no right swearing at her Friday night, typical of my ex to always put the exclamation marks on everything - bearing in mind her boyfriend is a complete dweeb, I could have buried him in a instant if I wanted to. But her twisted little life, and the other people in it well it isn't worth me getting ratty about, so I of course I let it lie. She isn't worth the effort. One could think I'm jealous of her but really I'm not. I just hate her. People would probably say forgive her and move on. Of course they would be right, I can forgive her for the breakdown in our marriage, but the way she treats me as another human being as of now, well that just isn't right. Bitch is evil. When I had my DVT in May of this year she didn't even come to the hospital, nor did she bring our kids to see me, five days of pain and I didn't once see my kids, this in my mind is the worst crime, and she knew that it could have a been fatal. The way in which she dumped all my belongings out on the street in front of my lodgings, another wrong, and the way in which she transferred all of our joint money into her own bank account, and kidnapped our daughter on a pretence of taking the dog for a piss. If this world was totally lawless she would be dead already. One day she will get her comeuppance and I will LOL.