We'll today's my Birthday, yey. I know today's going to be hard, every year my wife and I did special things for our birthday's..Not this year. Woke up way to early today, unfortunatly now i gotta be up all day...theres only so much excersicing i can do!!! hehe. I'm just going to surround myself with close friends, and family today. Going to try to avoid drinking and hopefully this feeling of empty passes.