Bipolar Addict with children I do not have energy for.

Today I attend AA. I have a sponsor, home group, and I'm in the middle of my 4th step. I am involved in service for an AA committee and for my HG. I've been sober for 109 days. Last night I picked up my 90 day chip and my sponsor gave me a hug and a kiss. During the meeting, we read and discussed "The family afterward."

I do not spend a lot of quailty time with my children. they are 10, 5, and 7 months. They are taken care of but I really don't care to play their games, play board games etc. Why can't I just have a genuine interest in them? I know its selfish. Id rather watch tv with them. I just feel so physically tired all the time. I stay at home all day. My bf works. Idk whats wrong with me.