Bionic Woman Cont.

Thinking about organizing your day can also be tiring.  Friends and family don't realize how much effort I put out daily.  Simple things for them are difficult for me.  I was a type A.  I could do everything on my own.  Now I have to ask for help and be willing to receive that help.  Humility is in each day.  Humility cause I walk oddly and  to ask and receive help.  Life is often uncomfortable.  Do other people with MS feel this way.  I am sure at one time or anothre we all do regardless of what disease you have or don't have.  I just feel like it is magnified 100 times.  Some days I wha to give up because I am so tired.  Most days I refuse to give up.  I want to stay mobil as long as I can.  I want to find joy in th emidst of this crappy disease.  I want to live a full life and do the things I enjoy.  And the things I enjoyed are slowly slipping away. At least I have my mental faculties.  The nuerologist I saw this summer said my brain looks good.    So, I am at a place where I am waiting to see if this walk aide is a help.  I encourage you to look at this webcast from the today show.  Maybe this device will work for you too!  Insurance doesn't cover it, but no $ is too much to spend if it improves quality of life.  I will post my progress.  http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/28872531#28872531