Binge eating and fatigue

Ugh!  I am really struggling with the depression, I know some of it is my hormone level adjusting after having a baby.  But I've also had to change meds.  Anyway, really tired, really hurting with scars, fibro, and ibs and can't stop binge eating.  Naturally the binge-ing makes most of that stuff worse, but I just can't stop.  I need a meeting.  I hate myself when I'm like this.  I feel out of control, and am out of control.  Maybe being on DS and journalling here will help.  Don't know.  Just want to feel better.
The house stuff, and the whole "things happen when they're supposed to" has me nervous.  Try not to think on it too much.