Big and Emotional

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas...I certainly did:)  However, Christmas Eve was a little emotional for me.  All day long I was uncomfortable.  DH and I had to do some last minute shopping since I had not done anything - he had done all the shopping up to that point.  So, after leaving the mall and having to pee really bad, the traffic was horrible, I just broke down.  I seemed to have become really irritated w/ him since he, in my opinion, took the long way and it took us 30 minutes to get home, which was normally a 10 min. journey back to our house.  He wanted to know an exact reason why I was crying but I had none.  I was so mean to him but I could not control my emotions.  WE then went to my parents and I broke down on my mom's shoulder like a little girl....I know Kirk was saying to himself "WTF"!!!  Anyway, mom explained my behavior is perfectly normal getting close to the end.  I hope she is right (ummmm sure DH is too) because I can't stand all this crying.  I should be rejoycing!!!!  The rest of the weekend has been good.  We went to the movies last night and say "It's Complicated" and I almost pee'ed in my pants from laughing so hard:) I can't believe in only a couple of weeks, I will get to meet Holden!!!!  I'm scarced, nervous, and excited all at the same time.  Nursery is pretty much complete-FINALLY-and all his clothes are washed.  I go to the doc on Tuesday and he will check my cervix to see if anything is going on down there.  I have not had any Braxton Hicks contractions throughout this pregnancy but am very uncomfortable in any position these days.   Happy New Years to all - I pray for each and every one of you that 2010 is the best year yet and all are blessed! xoxo,Shannon