BI-POLARS BEHAVING BADLY

 
Well, lets' just say that yesterday's experience was very educational.  I now understand my dad and my brother a whole lot better.  I can't be mad at these people.  I can only feel for them.  You can't be mad at someone that can't control themselves.
I have worked very hard to overcome my illness.  And yes, it is work.  Having seizures and losing 35% on my brain is minor compaired to the emotional trama.  The Lord has blessed me. 
I have a loving husband that makes me laugh everyday, even on my 'bad' days.  I have a beautiful, daughter that is the best mom I know. 
I hope the BP group can learn to work on their problems and learn to trust God.  They can make fun of my faith, that is nothing.  I have it; and I wish they did.  I hurt for them.  I remember what it was like when I didnt know what was real and what wasn't and who to trust and who not to.  It was a horrible life and I refuse to go back there.  They think I don't care.  They think I don't understand.  Maybe I don't.  I am willing to admit that maybe I don't see things the way they do.  But, I do care. 
I guess they werent the only ones behaving badly.
Sigh