Beyond The Shadows

Death...How can we explain the hurt when we loose the most important person in our lives. It was recently the two year mark of my mother's death. I have yet to fill the void inside my heart, doubt I ever will. Nobody will ever be like she was was, She was my best friend. I got pregnant with my second child two weeks after she past, while going to school for phlebotomy. Finally, scored my phlebotomy job 5 months ago. It just doesn't feel the same not sharing the joy with her. So many things have happened, She will never be here in human form when I get married finally. I know she will be in spirit, but it just isn't the same. My heart is in so much pain right now. I have so many blessings that are keeping me moving forward, and I will keep striving to better myself, I just miss her voice....:(