Bewildered

Valentine's Day was yesterday.  Oh the irony.  My two daughters and I spent in in a hospital's ICU watching our beloved mother / wife die.  It was all so sudden - just over 24 hours. She had lymphoma, but that was not the cause.  A rare side effect of the chemo disguised itself as her normal, between rounds fatigue.  By the time we knew something different was going on, it was too late.  
It doesn't seem real, but here I am typing this, as the tears roll down my face.
Please tell me someone understands...