Better week

I am feeling better this week. Have been busy and got a lot of things going on right now. I still have problems on a daily basis thinking about things that I just can not seem to forget about, but my wife has really been hanging in with me threw pains and me even saying some things I should probably kept to myself about how I feel. I think that her positive attitude has really surprised me. I was always the positive one in our relationship and that has changed somewhat since the affair. I can only hope that someday I don't think about the past everyday and that I can set aside all of the hurt that came with it and just see that over all we really are a happy couple again. I just hope my life is not filled with doubt and worry about the future and that I start to look at the future as a positive not just worried about, my worst nightmare coming back again to test (or break) my will.