BETTER THAN I THOUGHT
This week I have been very busy trying to get things done at work & home. The twins & their mom live w/ us. The girls keep me out of trouble, but as the 1st anniversy of my sons death gets closer I seem to drown in sorrow, mostly at work because I don't have to explain myself as much. The girls at the office give me a hug and a pep talk. It is much harder to explain to 4 year olds why Grama is sad, they try to understand but I don't want them to worry.
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First let me say how sorry I am for the loss of your son. I lost my 28 year old son to an auto accident, this is my 5th Christmas without him. I\'m happy you have found this site, it saved my life. These are wonderful women who understand, they will let you go on this journey at your pace. This is the first year I have even shopped for presents, my daughters did it til now . I\'m glad you have little ones in your home, my grandsons keep me going for sure.