Better Day Again

Today is Monday May 19,2008.  I woke up today with a lower ringing tone.  I drank almost 1 bottle of the non-alcoholic beer last nite.  I took my anti-depressant around 11:00pm and almost an hour later I still wasn't tired.  It usually makes me sleepy but I think my body might be getting used to it.  So I resorted to taking two .25mg xanax.  Well, I slept thru the whole nite just fine.  I had my regular coffee this morning too.  I tried one time in the morning to drink only decaf. and I swear it made my ringing increase.  Who knows?  I guess what works for one doesn't work for all.  Trial and error. My ringing was the same all day until I ate supper.  I make a sauce that has a lot of sodium in it.  I debated whether or not I should eat it but it is one of my favorite meals.  Well, wrong choice cause now my ringing is higher.  Still not as bad as yesterday but still bothersome.  Oh well, I'll try another virgin beer and pop a couple xanax tonite.  How long will I have to take these stupid drugs?  I have piles of laundry whereas before my T my OCD would have set in.  Now being on an anti-depressant I could care less.  Hopefully I will have my life back soon!!!!!!!!