better day

Well today is better then yesterday..  Yesterday everything just felt so heavy and exhaustive..  I just could not force myself to do anything...  Today I feel better.  I found a guy to get a couple cords of wood...  After I burned my arm repairing the chain saw (a good four inch burn on my fore arm) I just could not get back out.  We still needed two cord to make it through the winter.  I called several people and they promised but, nobody came out...  That was making me very mad.. But I finally found a young man that brought out the cords right away.. He said his uncle raised him to be respectful and true to his word..  I told him his uncle did a good job.  I feel better knowing I have heat for the winter, since we have been having a very early hard winter, and wood is my soul source of heat.    We are going to begin very early this spring and get it all done next year...   So that is off my list...  Thank you God.  Now I am finishing the sewing for the holidays.... not much more to go..  Thank goodness, I can sew because without a job finances are low.....  I can not believe Christmas is coming so fast.......
Still looking for a job...  I know one is there for me... I hope I find it soon.  I so need to work and get out of this house more often.... Being around people wil be good..
This is still a very stressful month for me, the one month anniversary, with so much going on...  It seems to be overwhelming at times but, I keep stepping forward.  One step at a time.....  I know God is with me and I will get through this.. God only gives us what we can handle so, even though I do not believe it, God does ..... So I will get through it.....