Better Day

Today was a better day. My mom and i didnt get into a big fight so i'm happy about that.  The one thing about this site, is that i feel comfortable to share my thoughts and feelings and be open, i cant really blog about stuff on my myspace because my friends read them so this is the one place i feel safe. Tomorrow i will be spending the afternoon with a group of my friends. I still feel like an outsider, these girls have known each other since grade school so i know they are as close as ever. All i want to do is fit in, to be a part of the group. I dont see that anytime soon.  I'm starting to work on my book more often , i think the writers block is starting to go away. I will admit , a part of the reason i want to this book is because i want to get the attention of my friends, family and former co workers. But i also want to do this book because i want to be a writer. This year is almost over, and its been a rough one, I have many new goals for the years to come. Stay Tuned.