bethel...

hey again-ok, so either bethel is a REALLY tiny school, or they are EXTREMELY efficiant (spelling?) when it comes to getting people registered for classes.i called my admissions counsolor who told me that they didn't get my recommendation in time, and they had already gotten people registered this morning. it's too late for me to go this semester. :( but at least i know mrs. mcbride will actually handle the recommendation for me. and i have a feeling i'll like what she's going to say! :) i'm not gonna lie. i'm disappointed. but i don't know. maybe this is god's way of helping me figure out if this is what i really want. maybe i'm supposed to have this semester off so i can get a place. i'm going to file a new application just so they have updated information. i don't know. maybe i'm supposed to go to treatment before i go to bethel. i already know the class load will be a lot more stressful, and i could easily see myself relapsing under all the new pressure. the last thing i want to do is get there, and then not be able to handle it. and end up IP or something in the middle of the semester.-fallon

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deleted_user
deleted_user

What? That sounds very fishy. Have you checked out the school, what kind of record it has. But I do love your attitude about accepting the disappointment and even seeing the positive in it. It would be awesome if you get into treatment and get healthy first and then give your all to your education. Way to be positive.
jasgall
jasgall

it\'s not the school\'s fault. my ex-prof. dropped the ball and didn\'t do my recommendation like he said he would. so i had to , and find someone to do it at the last minute.
Pam730
Pam730

Fallon,things happen,or in this case,don\'t happen,for a reason. Like you said,maybe you need this semester off. Stay positive-I know things will work out for the best!