bethel...

hey again-ok, so either bethel is a REALLY tiny school, or they are EXTREMELY efficiant (spelling?) when it comes to getting people registered for classes.i called my admissions counsolor who told me that they didn't get my recommendation in time, and they had already gotten people registered this morning. it's too late for me to go this semester. :( but at least i know mrs. mcbride will actually handle the recommendation for me. and i have a feeling i'll like what she's going to say! :) i'm not gonna lie. i'm disappointed. but i don't know. maybe this is god's way of helping me figure out if this is what i really want. maybe i'm supposed to have this semester off so i can get a place. i'm going to file a new application just so they have updated information. i don't know. maybe i'm supposed to go to treatment before i go to bethel. i already know the class load will be a lot more stressful, and i could easily see myself relapsing under all the new pressure. the last thing i want to do is get there, and then not be able to handle it. and end up IP or something in the middle of the semester.-fallon