Beta is in....
I cracked and called them - they gave me the results over the phone...
282 @ 3wks 5 days
I think this is a good level? *small sigh of relief*
Now going to call back my gyne and see if she is back from maternity leave and see what we do from here. Ideally I'd like to get it checked again over the next week or so but I'm not sure they'll agree. Last time she said she wouldn't see me until 8 weeks. And a couple of hours later it was over.
I think I'll stop testing now though. There's nothing more to see. I did two more tests this morning and they are soooo dark.
Going to try and calm down now. I have passed my first milestone. All I need to do now is try to get through the next few weeks and not worry too much.
I called my therapist this morning and couldn't find it in me to tell her that I was waiting for beta to come back. I just couldn't. I don't know why I guess because she was going on and on about DH last Thursday and the fact that I'm not really that infertile at all, if you compare me to some other women who have so many problems getting pregnant. Yes.
Telling DH tonight. He doesn't know yet. He has no idea. He will be dumbstruck. I cannot wait to tell him. I don't know what his reaction will be to be honest but I just want to get this part out of the way then we can worry about the rest tomorrow!
Feeling optimistic most of the time these past few days but there are always niggling doubts in the back of my mind.
282 @ 3wks 5 days
I think this is a good level? *small sigh of relief*
Now going to call back my gyne and see if she is back from maternity leave and see what we do from here. Ideally I'd like to get it checked again over the next week or so but I'm not sure they'll agree. Last time she said she wouldn't see me until 8 weeks. And a couple of hours later it was over.
I think I'll stop testing now though. There's nothing more to see. I did two more tests this morning and they are soooo dark.
Going to try and calm down now. I have passed my first milestone. All I need to do now is try to get through the next few weeks and not worry too much.
I called my therapist this morning and couldn't find it in me to tell her that I was waiting for beta to come back. I just couldn't. I don't know why I guess because she was going on and on about DH last Thursday and the fact that I'm not really that infertile at all, if you compare me to some other women who have so many problems getting pregnant. Yes.
Telling DH tonight. He doesn't know yet. He has no idea. He will be dumbstruck. I cannot wait to tell him. I don't know what his reaction will be to be honest but I just want to get this part out of the way then we can worry about the rest tomorrow!
Feeling optimistic most of the time these past few days but there are always niggling doubts in the back of my mind.
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I\'m happy you got a good beta result!!! Any ideas how you\'ll tell DH?
OMG, that is so awesome. I haven\'t been on DS since Friday, and so much has happened since I last came on. Yeaaa...congrats on the BFP...congrats on the strong beta. So happy for you. I hope this is the one...it\'s time. You deserve it.
Hugs and prayers.