Beta higher than I thought
I feel like such a baby. I can't seem to handle anything latetly. so my beta was still in the high 4000. Why was I so sure it was way down. I can't be my positive self ? I feel like all I do is complain. I'm not the first to have an mc and won't be the last. I'm so used to being the positive optimistic one. Why can't I find some of that for more than a couple of hours.
I was so happy to go back to work after a week of rest but was in pain all day and had to leave early because it was to intense. I really thought the pain would be better after a week. I know my IUD can't be helping my pain level. I just hope it's doing it's job and helping my chances of getting my BFP.
I know I'm so lucky. I actually have my son. Most of my IF friends haven't had the chance to be blessed with one child. I really want to stop feeling sorry for myself. It's just not me !
I was so happy to go back to work after a week of rest but was in pain all day and had to leave early because it was to intense. I really thought the pain would be better after a week. I know my IUD can't be helping my pain level. I just hope it's doing it's job and helping my chances of getting my BFP.
I know I'm so lucky. I actually have my son. Most of my IF friends haven't had the chance to be blessed with one child. I really want to stop feeling sorry for myself. It's just not me !
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You have every right to complain about a miscarriage! Its a horrible, horrible experience. I\'mt sorry your beta isn\'t lower...I\'m guessing with the D&E vs D&C it isn\'t as invasive and therefore they don\'t take as much out during the procedure. As frustrating as this moment is, give your son a big bear hug and hopefully you will be able to expand your family sooner then later. xoxo
This is so crappy. I wish there was a science or a way to make the beta drop lower. Hugs to you!!
I\'m so sorry. I wish there was something you could do. Praying those numbers start to drop soon. Enjoy your son and soon you can start to try again. :) Big hugs to you!!
You have every right to complain, lord knows we\'ve been through a lot. Enjoy your son, it\'s so wonderful that we have them to focus on. I plan on focusing on my girl after my bad news today. We\'ll get through this and have babies eventually. I\'m here for you. ((hugs))
paying for you! i hope you feel better soon!
opps *praying
Thanks for all your support, you all make me feel so much better. My emotions are making me crazy, I\'m up one minute, down the next. Today I\'m focusing on the fact that in a week I went form 8000 to 4000. If I go down an other 4000 this week, I\'ll be at zero.I know it doesn\'t work that way but I guest it might not be as bad Ifelt yesterday. I still hoping my next IVF cycle will be September.