Beta day

Today is the day I never thought would come. I swore I wouldn't make it...that AF would arrive before today did. So I was wrong. I am thankful for that. I'm still not convinced this worked. In fact I am not very hopeful at all. I don't mean that on a negative way. I'm just being realistic. Of course I WANT it to have worked. More than I have wanted anything in the world. Ever. So today is the moment of truth. I pray for peace in my heart and in my husbands heart.

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Orriginal
Orriginal

Congrats to have made it this far an for being strong! I totallllly understand trying to assume it hasn\'t worked- it\'s the only way to protect your heart. BEST of luck today and can\'t wait for an update! :)
CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

I totally get what you mean, I think that is our way of protecting ourselves since we know the reality of this process. I am crossing fingers toes and titties that today you get confirmation of your miracle!!! Thinking of you hun!!!
AlicatG
AlicatG

Cmon embies!!!
LMWT
LMWT

Any news? I hope you get amazing numbers!
deleted_user
deleted_user

And I am elated for you if I haven\'t mentioned it yet ..